emo

i figured that i'd feel like this all day long.
it's just that it's always there, when there's nobody.
i wish i lived in a more convenient place.
i wish i had closer friends, who actually care, and who, i actually know their names.
names. they're just used to address people. but what lies under the name, that's what matters. people are very hard to read. it's like a book, but with dangerous consequences.
well, i don't know how to read books. i give up reading books.