emo

you can mean everything to someone in awhile and nothing the next. it's just another phase.

although, i will always want to know what you wouldn't feel comfortable letting me know because that's the way things should be. i'd always be there but i cannot promise that i wouldn't leave because i have tried what i could and if you're gonna shut me out, i have other people who really need my reassurance.

if i were to write out a list of things that i wish i didn't say or should've said at an appropriate moment of time where we used to be talking on an aggresive frequency, i would if you'd want to know. if you knew the degree and extent i would go for you, it wouldn't change a thing, because you probably don't. if you did find out what i'm worth, you'd probably invest in something else.

the cruel fact of separation that arises after a moment of self-deceiving is no doubt, unavoidable, but regardless, is how things work genuinely.

on another note, this post is not meant for whoever you think you are because it's merely a compilation of words that had no meaning until i strung them together.