Thursday, May 28, 2009

an update.
i have relived betrayal yet again.
karma works in various ways.
if you outgrow a friend, another friend outgrows you.
flings and tests. its trivial, but not mandatory to score.
will you ever hear me out anymore?
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indecisiveness and ignorance was your forte.
mine was my commitment. i thought it end differently, but i couldn't let go of the past.
for now, i am its victim.
tomorrow, i am no longer.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

No, you don’t get to be the victim in this.

No, you don’t get to express your disappointments.
No, you don’t get to tell of your distaste.

No, you don’t get to vent your anger.
No, you don’t get to demonstrate your frustration.

No, you don’t get to cry.
No, you don’t get sympathy.

No, you don’t get to say that it’s over.
No, you don’t get to tell the world of how you knew it would be over.

No, you’re not supposed to feel the injustice.
No, you’re not supposed to feel the regrets.

No, you don’t get to tell yourself countless times in a day that you will get through this.
No, you don’t get to remind yourself before you sleep that tomorrow will be a better day.

No, you don’t get to think of a thousand and one hostilities.
No, you don’t get to think of means of executing them.

No, you don’t get to resorting to unhealthy activities for the sake of release.
No, you don’t get to turn into someone else, to forget.

No, you don’t get to be the victim in this.

Because I am.