left out

i hate the way im excluded from activities, the way im not invited to outings, the way people treat me, the way i am left out.

ive told this story a million times, and it will be my last.
i do not hang out with classmates. why? because of me, i suppose. since when its never about others? it was never about me (=
what are friends? i think they're nonexistant. people find me when they really need me. otherwise they wouldnt even bother. like smses asking me abt how i am when its really that they want a favour.

the next time someone asks me. its probably because you read this.