emo

even when you're there for someone, it doesn't mean that they will be there for you one day, when you really need them.
it's important to know this. and that people who listen to you when you open up aren't really your friends.
maybe you were too stressed up, and released it on the next person you think might be your saviour.
looks are deceiving, never judge a book by it's cover.
people may treat you nice.
but if you never done anything for them, it's time to do that favour.
despite knowing you might be betrayed.
at least you feel satisfied.
karma is a fucked up thing, but it definitely exists.
sometimes you just lie to yourself.
time to start facing facts.
i try to make myself believe that i was never meant for certain things.
and fact is, i might not even be for it.
i try and try.
but failing is my strength.
i will continue faking smiles.
til the day i perish.
you might think that im okay.
but what do you really know? (=
fake people are all around. am i one?
i think not. my pain is real.