i see a glint of hope.but that's in the past now.
why did i betray myself?
lies were satisfying.
but reality set in.
and then it was gone.
love at first sight?
chasing cars?
cliche?
the worst part is believing something that might not be.
desperation? could be.
this stage..
i should enjoy being single.
why do i feel so attached?
i can be selfless. but does it bring happiness?
it seemed so sure.
haha.
oh doctor,
i might have a confession.
although its not a requirement under your profession.
cure me of my disease.
\=
suicide?
maybe i have not met love.
i heard first love makes best friend.
i want to rant. and be ranted at.
to learn how to feel.
to not lie to myself.
i don't want to regret not making this mistake of trying although it could not be.
what if i turn back and wondered why i didn't try?
will i regret?
and fall into another pit?
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i don't know why i want what i can't have just to throw it away, be upset about it. and repeat the cycle.
thinking creates questions.
so why bother?
chasing cars?
cliche?
the worst part is believing something that might not be.
desperation? could be.
this stage..
i should enjoy being single.
why do i feel so attached?
i can be selfless. but does it bring happiness?
it seemed so sure.
haha.
oh doctor,
i might have a confession.
although its not a requirement under your profession.
cure me of my disease.
\=
suicide?maybe i have not met love.
i heard first love makes best friend.
i want to rant. and be ranted at.
to learn how to feel.
to not lie to myself.
i don't want to regret not making this mistake of trying although it could not be.
what if i turn back and wondered why i didn't try?
will i regret?
and fall into another pit?
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i don't know why i want what i can't have just to throw it away, be upset about it. and repeat the cycle.
thinking creates questions.so why bother?
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