emo

trying too hard.
its always an issue.
extremism is never good.
it's probably due to past experiences that everyone doesn't seem trustable.
the one's i trust at the moment, i might not later.
but that's not the point.
i've decided to do what seems right.
like making jokes.
i try hard.
that a lame joke becomes a very bad joke.
why?
cos there's always a limit to everything.
and i just want to surpass anyone else.
foos, joking, eating, not eating.
it's all the same.
but now i know that a friend who tried to console me before,
was a total liar.
and everybody has their own comfort zone.
it's whether or not that you're part of it that matters.
what do you think?