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LOL there's a conclusion behind all this. It sums up to nothing.

tub of water

the tub was in front of him.
he jumped in.
and jumped out.
he forgot to check the water.

OUCH

haha

It's funny when it happens to you. I just managed to assure myself that such a thing wouldn't happen but it's so messed up it's just funny. Oh well, learn from mistakes.

wrong place, wrong time.

20 Things to do before i die.
1. Play F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X. on the acoustic
2. Find true love
3. Six pack
4. Free running
5. Die a virgin xD
6. Find myself

#60!!!!

hanging by a moment.

you can't solve a problem by whining about it.

WOO HOO!!
i almost made someone cry by being nice, i think.

i got a disease

E-E-EE-EMOTIONALpresenting emoboy ern-z0r and emoboy g-k0r

i see a glint of hope.
but that's in the past now.
why did i betray myself?
lies were satisfying.
but reality set in.
and then it was gone.

love at first sight?
chasing cars?
cliche?

the worst part is believing something that might not be.
desperation? could be.

this stage..
i should enjoy being single.
why do i feel so attached?

i can be selfless. but does it bring happiness?
it seemed so sure.
haha.

oh doctor,
i might have a confession.
although its not a requirement under your profession.
cure me of my disease.
\=

suicide?

maybe i have not met love.
i heard first love makes best friend.
i want to rant. and be ranted at.
to learn how to feel.
to not lie to myself.
i don't want to regret not making this mistake of trying although it could not be.
what if i turn back and wondered why i didn't try?
will i regret?
and fall into another pit?
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i don't know why i want what i can't have just to throw it away, be upset about it. and repeat the cycle.
thinking creates questions.
so why bother?

upside down smile

it's easier to let things out when nobody's listening.

why do some people make things harder, even though they're irrelevant?

is unwanted attention really everything?

jokes are easily carried away.

clarity is subjective.

presentation was intimidating.

i got mindfucked by BST.

somehow, blogging doesn't appeal anymore. short posts that remind me of alot.

especially choices and obligations.

Tag, You're It.

1. Six People to Tag

• Neng
• Tim
• Randy
• Nick 1.3
• Jessie Lem
• Fatherine Ling

2. Six Things I'm Passionate About

• F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X.
• Foosball T_T
• Dance
• Pool
• My resolutions, i think
• Crushes

3. Six Things I Say Too Often

• Meh si?
• Don't TOUCH me anymore! ):
• Why?
• What you want?
• Hi?
• *profanity*

4. Six Books I've Read Recently

• BST Lecture 6
• BST Lecture 7
• BST Lecture 8
• BST Textbook
• ACCA Textbook
• Econs Lectures?

I stopped reading. \: what have i been doing, really?

(p.s BST = Business Statistics)
5. Six Songs I Can Listen to Over and Over Again

• The Fall Of Troy - F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X.
• Billy Talent - Try Honesty
• Buckcherry - Sorry
• Jay Chou - Qing Tian
• Coldplay - Fix You
• The Strokes - You Only Live Once

6. Six Things I Learnt In The Past Year

• I cannot be satisfied with whatever i have although it's good enough for me.
• Something is better than nothing.
• I still want something i can't ever get or possess.
• Nobody is really happy.
• Reality is really just a mirage. Sometimes.
• I should stop procrastinating.

Some people are Fannoying.

it's funny how people perceive the way they are differently from what they project when confronted by others. you can't go around saying things like,"oh, i might act like this but in actual fact i am not like that." isn't it a little fake? so, what are you, really?

i also can say what. i might seem like i am gonna take advantage of you and in actual fact i am. but when it comes to the point of taking advantage i wouldn't.

i would be a very big hypocrite. in which this case, i probably am. here's the thing. i admit my whatever imperfection i may have while some people take the easy way out.

you may be nice and friendly as you put it, but people misunderstood whatever you did to the point that apparently, me and you are very close which we aren't so stop being what you're not.